HE IS A GENNNIIIUUSSS!!!

Whenever I need inspiration I am GUARANTEED to find it listening to his catalog. He never fails in terms of delivering his heart and soul thru his music. He is a true visionary and artist and I respect that because a lot of these artists today are just handed hit records and they have no clue or internal instinct on what good music and being a real artist is... so I bow down to Kanye for being who he is, being passionate, not giving a fuck and being a genius!

DONT WORRY BE HAPPY!!!

These are the words I must constantly tell myself:) But what happens when things, people and life try to get the best of you?

Instead of being on here every once in a while, Im gonna TRY my best to use this blog as my own personal therapy. Sometimes thats hard because being looked at and judged by the public, I am aware of what I say and the things I do and I cant always be happy and smiling ALL the time even though I am 90% :) and to top it off Im MAD private. But I find a certain comfort in being able to turn to our fans and friends cuz yall always show me love and I appreciate it ... with that being said, Im focusing on not worrying so much and just going with life's flow. My blessings have been countless and I am thankful!!!

I GAVE UP SUGAR FOR LENT

Ive always known I had a problem but one morning I woke up, took a stroll thru my house while I gathered my thoughts for the day ahead and looked around and it looked like a fun dip massacre! I went thru a box of 24 fun dips in 2 days... completely ashamed of myself and in shock that it was that easy for me to do! It didn't stop there either, I went and bought a huge bag of smarties to put in a crystal bowl "for decoration" and "guests" if they cared for something sweet...Lo and behold I dusted that whole bag off too!!! Realizing that I was COMPLETELY out of control I needed to stop and wasnt sure how. The next day it happened to be Ash Wednesday, and because I was brought up as a Catholic I decided to participate and give up something for Lent. BING!!! The light bulb went off in my head, GOD is probably the ONLY thing that could force me to pull myself together and stop the nonsense!!!....so you will all be happy to know that I have been candy free for the past five days.:)